Merry Christmas to ALL:) May it be warm, and full of love and laughter!
I got my first present last night, so I may continue this entry later, but I will tell you it had SO much meaning to me.
Mark got me ” Footprints” poem on a large plaque for me to hang on the wall in my room:)
If you don’t know, that poem is the nearest and dearest poem to my heart!!!
I had a vision of meeting with Jesus at the edge of the shore.
I was going through hard times.
My grandfather had passed away, and I was a mess.
I remember, looking down and seeing footprints on the sand.
And looking to my left.
I saw my Pop Pop:)
Looking to my right, I saw Jesus sitting on a bench.
And I was standing there, hands folded, and didn’t want to move.
Pop pop told me to go sit with Jesus.
I looked down, and said, ” I’m not ready yet.”
and then looked over at Jesus, and He said to me,
” Its okay, you are doing fine where you are.”
So this is why it is such a special gift to me.
Mark, if I haven’t told you is my new man:) He treats me like gold, and I honestly can tell you its only by God’s grace that I even have him in my life!
Until now, I never thought God would give me the responsibility of being in a relationship with anyone again.
I thought I had disgraced His name so much…
But He forgave me long ago.
I just had to forgive myself.
Merry Christmas Siestas:) I love you.
And I’ll write again soon:)
Just opened the rest of my gifts…
My parents bought me, ” Footprints” pin and ring:) YAY:)…Clinque Happy:) and a new laptop:)
(I am writing on it now):)
Have a good one you guys:) Working tonight:)