LSOF: Waiting in the Wilderness

Good evening Siestas, Siestos, Lurkers…

I know I haven’t written anything in quite awhile that has seemed the least bit profound, but its because I haven’t had any ONE thing to write about.

People who have known me for years, not the aquaintences, but those who really know me…they have seen two things; STRENGTH in Adversity, and HONESTY even when it isn’t so popular….

With that said.

There have been somethings happen in the last couple months that tested those both parts of me.

I’ve come to the conclusion that I am deep, dark, in the wilderness, and I am SO far in, that its hard to make sense of anything that has happened.

I’m going to take the high road though, because when it comes down to it, we all step on others toes from time to time, we do it unintentionally, but because we live in the world, it won’t be the goodness of our hearts that people see first.

I feel a lot like Hillary Clinton might be right now, and it may be why I have been so passionate about voting for her, because she has held strength in adversity, and she is so easily misunderstood. She has a lot to bring to the table, but people aren’t ready for ” her”. I can relate.
I am a tough girl, let me tell you, I can be as bossy as anything, but its only when I feel like I have no direction to go on.

Call it defense of a substitute teacher lol.

I kinda picture the movie Cinderella 2, where the Grand Duke is trying to get the glass slipper on Anastasia’s foot, which obviously doesn’t fit…and the Stepmother uses the wand to make her foot just the right size.

Sometimes we just can’t fit into something, no matter what we do; we have to come to accept that.

I will be honest and tell you I was asked if writing this blog was a good idea, to just be so transparent, and you know what I answered in my heart….people are hurting, people need to know others feel where they are, where they’ve been.

If I come off like the biggest idiot to someone I know, but bless someonelse, I am doing what I am called to do.

i am called to blog.

I’m excited what God has planned ahead, I am sure the worst is finally getting close to be over; but if I have to suffer for His Kingdom…then BRING IT ON…

He’s the only one true God of my life….no matter who tries to take His place….they will face Him later.

Jesus Rocks!

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4 thoughts on “LSOF: Waiting in the Wilderness

  1. Hi Sweety, haven’t talked to you for sooooooooooo long…I didn’t know about your Mommy! I’ll be prayin and hope all is well with you! Love you!

  2. Good to hear from you, Siesta! I agree with you that it is worth it to seem a fool to someone if you can bless someone else! Stay honest!

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