From darkness to light…
What has been, or is the “darkness,” in your life right now? What is a common theme
that just torments you where you stand?
Do you feel like, because of it, that you feel like your goals and dreams seem too far out of reach?
I’ve been there too.
I could best describe it as the ending scene in, ” Alice in Wonderland,” when Alice is going through the corridor
and all of the characters are chasing after her. At one point she starts to run in slow motion, and then finally reaches the door to the outside, only to find it locked.
And if I can recall she says, ” Please open the door, I need to get out of here.”
and the door speaks to her, ” But you are already out.”
I think how this story relates to us in regarding to the stuff that is swallowing us up in our lives,
I think it says that our reality is NOT the true reality.
I think it says that when we choose to believe what is found in the darkness,
instead of believing the Hope found in the light…
We create our own prisons. We mask ourselves and everything we are,
inside of our minds. We allow ourselves to be, ” chased,” by the common theme of thoughts,
and situations that plague us daily.
Why do we do this?
I think a lot of the time, its easier to believe lies.
Because the truth is something that has been more far fetched for us.
Put it this way, if you are used to feeling like a failure,
and then you succeed at something…
you probably won’t even realize that you have indeed, succeeded.
Why do we continue to believe these negative thoughts?
I think that we let one thing or a few things that have happened in our lives,
decide what the future will look like, because they have been so common.
Because the ending keeps looking the same.
“The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are healthy, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are unhealthy,[d] your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!
It’s basically like deciding tomorrow will rain, because today is.
We don’t really know for sure.
But we set ourselves up to the degree, that the worst will just continue to happen.
And honestly, can I tell you something…
We were not born with a storm cloud over our heads.
We have to remember that God has full control over everything that happens to us,
and all we have been through, its never out of His sight.
Which I have to just add something here that seems to be a common thing in this day and age:
When something amazing happens in another’s life, something unbelievable…
It is often chalked up as coincidence,
When something bad happens, the FIRST thing others do is BLAME God!
It tells me that our culture doesn’t really believe in God, they believe that they believe themselves, and God just gets in the way.
How much of our darkness in our life is attributed to our own doing?
How much of our lives our wasted, because we are slaves to ourselves?
How much of our lives to we set ourselves up ON OUR OWN, with defeat?
I think so much of the time that even though there is a real enemy out there,
that he doesn’t even have to do anything to test us…we test ourselves and he just
sits back, laughs and takes some notes…
Do we really want to live lives that show we rather walk through our own mess everyday,
our own past, and keep it with us like some security blanket?
Because let me ask you something,
Do you feel secure?
Does it make life easier, because you live life the way you always have?
You might think so, but you would be very wrong.
We are meant to progress, we are meant to face ourselves…
Because we have to understand that God has set up our character, and who we are…
It’s set up for a purpose, nothing is in vain…
I am sure I’ve said that many times on this blog, but its the truth,
because once you start to believe that life is horrible,
and your web of torment will never let you go…
you are telling yourself…
It all was meant for nothing.
Healing from the darkness….
I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.
Healing from everything in our lives that has been the tier of negativity and destruction,
is not something that is simple. You can’t just read a “self-help,” book…you can’t listen to Oprah,
or Tyra, you can’t hear the right lyrics in a song, you can’t buy something at the store, you
can’t eat something, you can’t get it from sex, drugs, whatever…
True healing starts with realizing there is true darkness.
True healing comes from admitting that its a problem to your future.
It means admitting you are not God.
It’s admitting you have lost control.
From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
I’m not saying that we need to start going to like ” Anonymous” meetings and saying,
” Hello my name is…and I have been dealing with this since I was 5…”
I’m saying that we need to put that darkness in its rightful place,
back to hell where it came from.
It starts with one day at a time living your life a little differently than you have.
It may mean you need to surround yourself with different people.
It may mean you might have to take on a different hobby.
It may mean you might even have to find another job at times…
But progress comes from changing what has been consistent,
It’s deactivating our thought process into a new form of perspective.
I also have a warning for you…
If you continue on, and don’t seek to start healing…
You are going to hurt people in your life,
you are going to hurt those who have reached out, and want to be there for you.
You are going to jump at something said or done that was completely
And you will go into a circle of consistent chaos…and that will become your future.
I want to leave you with this thought:
In a fire drill, we learn to STOP, DROP, and ROLL…
What if we looked at the darkness as flames….
and could speak to it…
” STOP tormenting me in my life, I am now going to DROP the control this has on me,
and It will ROLL away from my life by the hands of God.
We do not have to let our darkness overcome the light of who we need to be.
There are many out there who have no clue that darkness even exists in their lives,
because they’ve never known light…
Now that you know that there is a problem, now that you know that you need to stand up
and take care of your own, ‘stuff’…
Because there is a world out there that God needs your help to heal…
Think about it.
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint